Ah, yeah I sort of understand.

Not everyone wants a perfect life though. I know I don't, I just want to live my life with a smile on my face and the rest I will just go with. That's not to say I don't work towards any goals, but nothing is guaranteed.

I'd like certain things but if I don't get them, that's cool.

Like megs, I know a lot of people with a far from perfect life by any measure but they still are happy.