Well, just a little back story - when I got diagnosed I took a the rest of the term off. To be honest, I was overwhelmed, simple things would make me break down and after long fights with my mother she agreed to it.

Now the new term has started but now I feel horrid because I've missed so much and I'm embarrassed (all my class are males) so I sat her down and said that it was too much for me, that I want to start back next year - that night she said she was okay with that and I was going to do a course online until next year (2 months)
The next day she abuses me saying that I'm going back to school otherwise I can move to my fathers (which he doesnt have the room to take me) so this evidentually means kicking me and my boyfriend out.

I'm too scared to ask about going on disability until I get this sorted out.
It's getting too hard, the pains getting worse, my depression has gotten a lot worse since she's started acting like this. I don't know what to do, she just keeps saying that I'm going to do nothing in life, that she has bad period pain too and she still works (although I can barely move half the time) and that I'm just going to sit around all day doing nothing.

I don't know what to do.