Hi Turkish Delight.

Sorry i didn't see your post until after i replied to Janie.

I've been told that my weight will affect my chances of falling pregnant. I dont have much extra hair, only on my top lip (only noticeable if you get close to my face, my partner laughs at me all the time...) and my belly. I am very moody though, i fly off the handle for no reason most the time and i am over emotional. I don't have acne which is surprising my mother had it terribly as a teenager and my father had it as an adult (my mother told me, i actually don't know him) Iv had a lot more breakouts lately than i usually have but nothing extreme.

I had bit of breakdown last night, my partners sister had a baby recently and because we arent speaking im not allowed to see him, he was born 5 weeks early so hes still in hospital.

My partner took photos of him and really wanted to show me, he was like a child getting all excited and i was mucking around and said your a proud uncle arent ya and he said well yeah and i said you will be a proud father one day wont you and then out of no where he started yelling saying that we cant have a baby now we cant afford it because im not working. I started crying. I said to him of course we can't right now, have you forgotten what i have. i said even if i wanted to get pregnant my body wont allow it.

I had been trying to keep it together i hadnt cried in days and by him saying that i just couldnt stop i cried for about 2 hours. When i finally calmed down he showed me the photos and i started crying again i want kids so badly.