Oh Lynn, I read your post with tears streaming down my face!!

I cannot begin to imagine what you are feeling. It must be very confusing to try and be happy, hopeful and excited about this little one, whilst having difficult memories, guilt about the way you are feeling and fear about what happened to Cooper, also mixing in love that you have for your little boy.

I think (know) honey, that you will always love your little man, I don't know what happened or why he was unable to stay with you, nothing I can say can ever ease that, but I think he would be happy for you and DH and probably excited about being a big brother and would never want you to feel bad about anything. I am sure he is around you, wishing you all to be happy, i can only wish this for you too.

Cooper was loved, he was real, he is your baby and he will always be your little boy and your first born child. Nothing and no one can ever take that away.

You will always have a place for Cooper in your heart and he will always have a piece of your heart with him, so you will be a part of each other forever.

Sending you HEAPS of big hugs, if you ever need to 'talk', we are here

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