I recieved terrible news today and I havent stopped crying since hearing these words. I want to be a mummy. Thats all I have wanted in such a long time. I have planned my life around it. I am with children everyday, that is my career and my life. We have always planned to have children and finially made a decision to start TTC in July.

In preparation, I went off the pill in Dec. After having my last 2 AF that are painful and severe that I have to live of pain killers for days and sleep on the floor where everything is still.

I decided to go to the Docs for a chat, only to be told that I have very high chance of having endometriosis. With what I decibed to him of my history of menstrual cycles, it was a given to him. I am now booked into the Gyno to then go and have a Laparoscopy. He gave me all the info of what the best case to the worst case is.

All I can now think about is; I might not be able to have babies. Its killing me. I am heart broken.

Please...if anyone has any stories they wish to share or advice, that can help me PLEASE PLEASE share. I need hope...................................