I cant believe I'm admitting this, but I want more too...

I just wish the feeling would go away... but it is soo strong... Ad was meant to go get the chop, and 2 days after Angel I said no, dont, I'm not finished!!!

Financially we just cant, but the urge is definatly there, and I keep thinking "what if I regret NOT having another one? I certainly wouldn't regret having one!"

But in reality, its just silly to keep having children because I want to, so we wont be having another. There is sooo much to consider, esp the other kids... although they keep asking if we are getting another one!!!

I hope someone comes in and tells us it goes away, or what to do if it doesnt......

But hey, 4 kids is a small family to me, go for it... I love my large familt to pieces!!!!