Thanks everyone for their thoughts. I really started to think that maybe I had the problem but my mother instincts were right. I guess that I will have to take each day as it comes and when something comes up that I'm not a fan of then I will need to step up and say something. I'm one of those people that hates conflict and I tend just to go along with things because it's easy. Even if it means that I'm not entirely happy. The older I have gotten the better I am becoming but I sort of feel that DH should stand up for me but I think that I may be on my own there. His point of view is 'Sweet - someone else is looking after hime..no dramas.' He knows they are in good hands. But the thing is - is that I enjoy looking after DS. I'm sure (almost positive) that there will be times where I WILL want people to take him off my hands - but not at the moment. I'm doing good!

At least I feel better knowing that I'm not the only one who thinks this way.

TK1999 - lol you sound like me!! It is my issue...I'm sure his family is going to think I'm nuts!! oh well...