You definitely aren't alone! I'm a SAHM, but I also run a small business from home and I have been having a break from it since my second DS was born, but I am starting again this week. I keep wondering "how is this going to work?!". As soon as I get stuck into something DS2 will wake up from his nap and it gets left half finished and I'm also mindful that DS1 doesn't get neglected while I'm working. ARRGH! I'd love some predictability too, but I guess until all our kids are in school we're not going to get it!

I am slowly learning to just let it go and do what I can when I can and not get stressed about it. Hugs to you, we all understand where you are coming from!