Simone, your not a bad mum at all! Stop being so hard on yourself! Its sad for you as a person, not a wife, not a mum, but you, that you feel so 'stuck' in that place. I do understand though, life can be tough, and being a single mum, esspecially with three little ones is even tougher. Having no family is hard too. I stayed with Ashlea's dad for longer than i should have because it was easier to put up with the crap and being unhappy than to make such a huge change. I personally couldn't be happier than when I finally kicked him out.

Everyone just wants you to be happy because you deserve to be