Aliash, it is most important to understand - you are not to blame for these funky runaway cells in your body! These things sometimes just happen. If you're feeling angry - maybe set your intent to find forgiveness for your body (if that makes sense?).

Also, I was thinking of you today, and I meant to tell you about mindfulness practice. This is something that a lot of people who struggle with stress, anxiety or fear use to find peace. Basically it's about becoming mindful of where you are and what you are doing RIGHT NOW and leaving the future to sort itself out and the past in the past. Have you heard of Eckhart Tolle? He has written a couple of books, one called The Power of Now, and the other called A New Earth - Oprah did a whole heap of online tutorials with him which you can find on the Oprah website. He is a fantastic teacher and I highly recommend you check his stuff out. Otherwise there are loads of self/help and spirituality books/affirmation cards etc out there that focus on this idea of staying in the present moment. It really is a powerful thing, even if you can only achieve it in small doses. Hope this helps. xxx