Shereejoy, I had treatment for breast cancer and lymphoma in 2009. Trust me when I say this part - waiting for all the results etc - is the worst part of all so do whatever you need to distract yourself. Try not to get ahead of yourself, even if the cells are abnormal they may not be cancerous, and they may not even be abnormal. The vast majority of women who are treated for breast cancer survive, and measures can be taken to preserve your fertility.

I am so sorry for your loss, what a terrible heartrending time you are having. I really hope your results come back ok. Let us know how you get on. xxx