Heya principessa.
Sorry to hear about your GD.
When you get the news you do feel let down by your body, but it does get better.
Although I still have times/days when I'm let down now by my body. It's just not as bad as it was.

I hope you start feeling better about it all once you've seen the endocrinologist and know more about it all.
It is nice to know you're not alone. I know it's helped me a lot asking my questions here.

xx