Heya, just want to offer my support. Like you, they'll have to drag me tooth-and-nail to the hospital and I'll be screaming bloody murder while they do it!!! I'm having a homebirth, and none of this attemt a natural childbirth or try without drugs nonsense. I'm simply going to do it. Good luck and I hope your hubby realises soon that it's not his decision to make, and it's not his place to "let" or "not let" you do anything. It's you who is going to birth this baby, not him!!