Oh Tegam honey, you poor thing. Totally normal, and I am pretty sure us amazing women can multitask emotions, like feeling overwhelmed with love and joy and overwhelmed with sad and scared. I can't believe you had 8 kids over for a pool party the next day! You are Wonder Woman. Even wonder women must feel the strain despite doing an amazing job, I know I am, but I am not letting that take away from the fantastic job I am doing. Especially since all my kids are now sick, and eddie can barely feed for the snot... *sigh*. Wouldn't change a thing. This is the life I wanted, dreamed for, worked for love. But it is also hard work too. But the best things in life take hard work. It is ok to take a breather and appreciate that. Xx.