Cass I totally understand your fear of transfer and having a hospital. Irrh after a Hb was terrible. If we go again I feel I'll struggle to even form a relationship with a MW. When I daydream I imagine wishing to be just on my own. I will have a lot to work through. I so want another baby and Hb but I'm that scared of havi g to have a hospital birth I think I'd rather not risk it.