Hi Sophie

I'm finally starting to feel better in myself. I know I shouldn't whinge, but I guess I never imagined having this many problems, with miscarriages considering everything went ok with our first two babies (even though hubby and I are both infertile). I think i'm too scared to go back at the moment and part of me wants to go back and another part of me really doesn't. My best friend finally had her bub who was due at the same time our little boy was due, I'm happy for her, but it was such a cruel reminder for some time.

Anyway, glad you are going along well and have a plan, you always sound so positive! I really hope you get you bfp this cycle and that everything just falls into place perfectly. At least you know your other little embie is there if you need it later on. I'm glad you're happy with your new FS, it did sound like you had quite a few problems with your other cycles, but its never nice when friends use a harsh tone, I would have cried. Did she just feel really passionate about wanting to see you happy too?

I have to get back onto my diet, have been a bit naughty with chocolate, although it has been a good mood stabiliser I admit!

Take care - let us know how you go FX!