i notice there is a little girl in your avatar N2L, is part of it, your desire to give your DD a sibling? (which i get. i cannot give my DD a sibling, for different reasons).

Are you on IVF forums too? If you're not getting the support you need here at BB (small numbers of people who understand). IMportant to find places where you do feel understood.

so sorry you're going thru this heartache petal.