katstribe- he was 9mths his now 10 AND a half mths ....not sure if this has anything to do with it... but it did happen when i fell pg with dd i was bf my son when i fell pg with my dd , happened when he was 10mths last time,, i thought it was strange whne he did stop bf this tiome round and thought oh this has happened bfore see he was a reall booby addict then just stopped almost over nite, i do remember thinkin about it but ill have to have an ultrasound to see how far i am before i make any drastic decisions..

please dont judge me but ive rang an abortion clinic for counselilng to clear a few thougfhts and im still thinking about it on my terms of course ive really got alot happoening atm with a new job and another job which i have an interview 4 2morrow.. its been a while since ive worked ive never really worked because iv aleways had kids so i feel like i need to do something for myself,,, just my thoughs atm they change everyday im mixed up torn btween thoughts

and i founds a fresh snake skin in my room its only juist shed it it was all curled up on one of my cupboards as i went t5o get a pair of knickers so were staying at my mil until dp finds the snake im really worried about it its scared the hell outa me
everyone have a nice day
talk soon
savina