well hi everyone its been a while heaps has happened to get to the points i got a job and another job lined up weve move in our 2 bed shed to start savin for our house its a 2 yr plan ,,,,
all was looking good getting money extra and all
and yep u would guess it i knew it would happen when its the most inconvinient bloody time im preggos,,,
idont have any clue as we havent been dtd much due to our diff shifts no bed time 2getehr and all .
my dp is not happy he wants me to have an abortion he says we just cant afford it, im thinkin im goin to leave him if i have to ... i dont think i can do it he says thats not the option me leaving him but really wat does he expect i dunno im so confused,, the doc wants me to have an ultrasound so thats a 2wk wait she said i could b 11 wks or anything just not sure on dates so we need an ultrasound .. this really is surreal it hasnt sunk in cause i catch myself syaying what if im preg which the test showed clearly preg,,, i wasnt planning on another one sso im very shocked i cant sleep im thinkin about it all

so if i was about 8 wks waitin 2 wks 4 the ultrasound that would delay the whole thing and id b top late for the abortion this is wat im hoping but im really unsure as a few things happened before this my baby just stopped bf for no reason have been unwell , thibngs like this but then no i wouldnt b that far i think as i show very early
well any thoughts here gals
thanks
take care all
savina