ok well i go to the clinic tomorrow ,,
which i will b releived as im hoping that i will reach a decision that im happy with ,, dp said the other day that he had been thinkin about it and that all this bad things that r happenin to us atm could b cause of wat we r thinkin about doing basically kharma,,, so he had a change of thought and that he will b ok if i dont go through with a termination he changed his mined again yesterday and then again 2day he thinks i wont do it anyway so he has prepared himself for that also ,, which im happy for as i dont think ill be going through with it ....
u know its been a reall shock 2 me more so then when i found out i was preg at 17 ,,, me and dp spoke about 4 never thought about 5, we had so much plans me working, the house to b built within 2 yrs, so we didnt have to live in our shed, i felt happy with the 4 so its been a huge shock
im going to have 5 kids with 3 being under 3,,
im worried about the preg the birth and surviving it all actuallyy to be truth full im scared,,,
well u ladies will have to tell me how u cope with more than 4 kids especially when my eldest is 10 ..
have a nice day
savina