Hi all,

First time I've posted. My DH and I have been trying for five years (over 3yrs assisted). We've done 8 Clomid cycles and 8 IVF (creating 8 embies in total only resulting in 4 FET). Have never had a BFP

I'm 39, had endo and polypoids removed, have hypothyriodism & blindhorn (right ovary not connected), also just discovered blood clotting disorder (treated with Clexane), low egg reserve and am slow to stim. All our embies that aren't implanted fragment at around 8 cells.

Just found out our last round failed. I'm taking this one pretty hard.

My DH and I agreed before starting IVF that we would stop when I turned 40 or when we had reached a particular financial figure which ever came first- unfortunately that only gives me one more cycle!
I don't know that I really believe it is possible for me to fall pregnant anymore but I dont know how to cope with stopping- the grief feels unbearable!

Any suggestions or advice?