Molisa, I am so sorry! It's BS. And, I know as well as everyone else here...exactly how you feel. I've read everyone's advice. Give it some time is best. Clear you mind. Just be with your dh. These two things helped me. Along with some crying. Release it. And get going again. My period was a week late both times. So, don't be surprised. I wish my doctor would've told me. DS is a huge decision. We've been through two rounds of PGD and we're now thinking to try naturally for one year...if no pregnancy, we're gonna look into donor eggs (also back in my home country because they make it insanely difficult here!). I feel a rush being 34 and like you didn't want to be over 35. It may seem ridiculous to some people...but I want a feeling of being done...that this "child bearing stage" of my life is over. It's just too stressful for me.

Take care of yourself!!! Think beyond today...it WILL happen!!!