Tam, what CD was your P4 at 74? Sorry if you said, I just couldnt find it...let me know and I will check what my levels were like and let you know... and Tam, I am hoping so very much for your success this time... for you... Stick, little one, stick!

Vic - all the best with the tests sweetheart. Will be thinking of you...

Ann - :hugs: honey. It is so hard and particularly frustrating, I think, shen you are doing everything you can and still nothing... hang in there darlin, although Im sure those 5 weeks will be a killer! Whilever there is some light at the end of this long dark tunnel...

Leis - you are going to have a fantastic time! Sounds great - we will all be SO jealous!

Odette - all the best! Hope this ride is the best one ever

WELL my period was due on my bday (tues) but decided to do the evil mind trick and arrive late yesterday (thurs). Nice. Although, of course was expected!

Well we had another appt with specialist and everytime we do we just get further and further away from hope as we receive more and more bad news.. DH is completely despondent and it has really been particularly tough on him. It has been on me also, but as I told him Im hanging onto those final few threads - because next would be a total breakdown, Im sure, and Im just not able to do that right now.... especially when DH really needs my strength at the moment.

So, I will be leaving on holidays in a few days and will be away. And really I think I should probably stay away from BB for a while, because it is really hard - but at the same time there are those of you in here who are so supportive and thoughtful and i really lean on you guys sometimes!

Anyway, sorry for the downer. Im so hoping that when I do return from hols an pop back in here to see how you ladies are - that many of you have 'crossed over' into pg land...