there will be some massive "not so nice" comments thrown at the FS when i next see him - even though i'll be pg at that stage! i'm not prepared to take it laying down, so to speak! FS needs to get a fair verbal floggin - i don't care if he's been at this for 40 years - i've lived with my body for 27 - and i KNOW it's not the same as everyone elses - they need to recognise this!

very tired and still headachey now - am dosed to the eyeballs on pain killers for the moment - chiro trip doesn't seem to have been the magical cure it normally is - am wondering whether maybe this headache is "chemical" - as a result of the stopping of the pill - or whether i'm just having a stress headache from everything that has occured... hmmmm - either way, i don't think i'll be up to too much tonight!