I am so disappointed and angry at my ovaries. useless bastard things they are. I hate them!!!! They never behave as they are supposed to. I would have thought that PCOS would be something that most FS can overcome now but its so unpredictable it makes that difficult and it frustrates the hell out of me.

I am trying not to think about all the what ifs, I went form almost being cancelled for OVER stimming last cycle, to the same potential for this one for UNDER stimming. Its really not fair. I am just trying to wait til Friday. No point worrying, it might never happen. Easier said than done though, right? Bugger!!!!