BW I was having the exact same thoughts earlier...how many more times can I get my heart broken??? I'm fighting the temptation to cancel the cycle already!!! We have to keep going...one of the girls at my clinic has just done her 9th stim cycle (with a heap of FET's inbetween!) and is finally pregnant with twins...so...I keep thinking...'what if this is the cycle for us'??? Only way to find out is to keep going I guess? Hang in there hun...we're all in this together this month...it'll be great to be able to support each other xxx