Hi guys - sorry I havent popped my head in for a while. Things have been a little rough emotionally lately... but getting back on track, so thanks.

Docs appt was a bit long and painful - I cried my eyes out.... how embarassing! Anyway, a few things were looked at including needing more regular monitoring of P4 levels, and also a problem that may be apparent with embies gettng past day 3 - something that was picked up while allowing them to get to blast. They grow along fine and on day 3 just stopped hence why of 11 good fertilised ones only 3 made it to blast.

So we are going again... money is very tight at the moment and am wondering where it will all come from - am selling my car to help out. But we do what we do, dont we.

Whole situation was exacerbated by my best friend asking/volunteering me to organise her baby shower for her, another friend who just went off the pill last month is pg and a friend's lesbian partner is expecting a baby too. No problems with lesbians having babies mind you - just seems I thought they would have a little more difficulty that I! Anyways...

Bee - Am very excited for you, and with fabulous number of follies too!

Magic - I am just loving your new name - and am [-o< you get a lovely beta result...

Blue - Hope AF gets there soon... I think either way - whethr your in 2ww or not the whole thing will be hanging over your head, so really is up to you..

Shazey - welcome. Hope your stay is short.

Tam - not long now..

Sue - hows things with you - where are you at now? I always have extra EWCM in a stim cycle, pretty much just a few days into it, so I would say is normal. Well, I hope..