sounds like everything is crowding in on you a bit. as BW said, going through this without the support that so many take for granted just makes it all the harder - but you have something that a lot of people DON'T have - you have us - any time! we're here for questions, answers, cyber hugs - and more than anything - we're here just to be here - to offer you all the support you need!

I'm sure DH is there for you, it's just damn hard on them when they're tired, and trying to find that balance between support, and getting on top of the rat race and catching up on sleep (can you tell i speak from experience!) - i too HATE the "she'll be right" attitude - and after a number of lengthy discussions DH has admitted that he doesn't know what else to say - he can see i'm hurting, and wants to fix it - it's not a shrug off, it's just the only words that come to mind - i'm guessing your DH will be much the same!

hoping that things with your parents improve (well, for all of us really), that you get a great blastie result, and that transfer is smooth for you in a few days

ad always keep in the back of your mind - you don't need high quantity of embies - you only need one good quality one

hugs

BG