Thanks so much for asking Possums. I did not want to take over your thread with "all about me"...I have posted about my current situation in another thread ... it is here -

https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...nderstand.html

After a day where I spent the entire morning either in tears or holding them back (at work no less), I am a bit calmer...but I am still having trouble accepting what is going on.