Wishingbaby, I'm sorry things aren't going as you'd hoped. I'm afraid I don't have any answers as to why your body isn't responding to puregon in a consistent way. Do you by chance have PCOS? That's been the reason given for my non-response/over-response at different times.

As for finding the strength to continue on with treatment... sometimes it's the simple fact that ending treatment with no baby is far scarier than continuing on. Take it all one day at a time, keep putting one foot in front of the other, one hour at a time if that's all you can cope with.

I know your frustration all too well... I've had many times where I've yelled at God, pleaded with Him... I haven't got an answer yet, but I do know that whatever it takes to finally have a child with my husband - it WILL be worth it. Hang in there!

BW