Thank you ladies for your words of encouragement and your honest replys I am more comforted knowing there are other women out there who are going through the same thing as myself so can sympathise with how we are all feeling. I have my good days and I have my bad days but I just keep telling myself the reward in the end is worth it.
Butterfly_Warrior I am A sufferer of PCOS so that could be the cause of the up and down responses to the meds my FS just said she wasn't sure as to why it had happened, she is a very busy FS so unfortantly if I don't keep nagging her I get lost in the pile of client files.
Scooby Thank you for kind response I know the feeling of seeing someone else with babies or pregnant and wondering as to why they have been given that gift and no me. Sometimes it just all seems unfair but I guess it is like they say good things come to those that wait.
Once again thank you both for replys hope we all get what we are striving for soon.