Hey

Thank you all soooooo much for your beutiful words, your all so caring and loving

scorpiomum- your just the sweetest, thank you for your kind words and for thinking of us

LG- thank you for caring, i totally agree with what you say with eating healthy and stuff, i am currently on weight watchers and i find that i can handle alot more things in my life now then before, i feel alot stronger and much healthier physically and emotionally, and as far as taking a break away from it all, a suppose in away i really have no choice cos our next step is IVF and i cant affford that so i have no choice but to wait hahah bugger, mind you my body might be having a break from all the drugs and stuff but the mind just never stops, i am always looking for my "O" signs and trying to bd at the right times just hoping that we might get lucky, and the hurt and pain is there every month when i see my af arrive, as it would be the same for every woman on this site.
I had a job interview last week so hopefully i will get it and that will make the wait go faster, thank you LG for your great post it made me do alot of thinking and everything you said is so true,. thanks again.

Gargy- i love your attitude and the way you look at things, i will always remeber what you have said " this to shall pass" if i can think like that i will be fine, cos i know at time's i get scared cos i cant see no light at the end of the tunnel, thanks for reminding me that this is not forever its just for now.

Keen- You have truely made my day, my heart skipped a beat when i saw the words " PUBLIC SYSTEM" i had no idea that the public system does IVF? who would i have to call to find out about this? i am sorry i have no idea who to call or where to begin,
thank you sooooooooooooooooooooo much for letting me know about this, i feel excited but i dont want to get to excited just incase, but thanks again keen your a darl