Hello,
I'm sorry for this very selfish rant, but I just needed to get my feelings out. We are just about to start our second stim cycle - 3 days into my lucrin injections! On the day of the first injection, I found out that my mum needs serious spinal surgery in the next 2-3 weeks - she has a long history of back/spine probs and now needs surgery to stop her from becoming a quadraplegic. Its not a huge surprise, but there is a chance she wont make it through because of her poor health. Following that, we found out DH has a tumor on his thyroid. Because of his age, it should be ok and not cancer, but he is scheduled for a biopsy for next week, and the we will get the results 1st week of sept. All this is going to happen approx when we need to have the pick up and transfer! On top of this all, DH has taken a new role at work (he did not have a choice really) and is flat out, and I have a new job, but in the same org I been in for a while - so ditto - very busy.

I just feel like everything is working against this cycle - and it is all out of control! The only thing I can control is stoping this cycle but I dont want to do that, but I dont want to set myself up for failure either. I just want to sit in a room somewhere and rock - but I cant, I'll keep going and keep running myself into the wall so I dont let anyone down.

I'm sorry, in five I'll be under control again, but till then this is my frustrated scream!
FG