FG, this isn't a selfish rant at all! it's understandable that you're feeling stressed, and torn in a million directions at the moment. just remember, one day at a time - and you are allowed to cancel your cycle if you need to. sometimes it's better to delay a week or three rather than going through the pressure of a cycle when you're not up to it. i know you want to keep going, and i more than understand that need to control - but always remember you have to put your mental health first...

take it easy hun - and hope there are good outcomes for you and your family right across the board.

BG