Thanks everyone so much for your replies

i have just got home from having my bloods done, just after walking out of the pathology lab my ivf nurse rang to see how i got on and i told her that they can get it couriered (sp?) to them today, so she said she will ring me this arvo to tell me what my levels are doing, BW i dont know what my levels are, but will ask today what the numbers are.

i just cant believe that this has happened, they KNOW that i have a history and that is why they wanted to do the early bloods, yet the results are in and they cant do anything about it cos stupid fs is not around, my ivf nurses are absolutely lovely, i have been dealing with them since day 1, i have only ever seen fs once and that was before we started and now that i need him he is not bl*ody here!!!!!! great fs i have got

i will be back later after i have the results and will let you know what is going on. thanks again everyone, you guys have made me feel like i have every right to feel the way i do and that makes me feel better cos right now i am to scared and worried to know what to really feel, just confused and unhappy and feeling sore. I am tired and just feel like i dont want to do this anymore