Thanks BW for your quick response

i just feel horrible!! and sad and oh god i dont bl*ody know!!!!!!!

the nurse's and the fs they will ALL BE GETTING IT TOMORROW.

what sort of show are they running over there??? telling me that there worried about me cos i am too high, when in fact from what i can see i never really have been high enough??? we have broken our bank accounts to do this and to me it looks like they are hoping i dont get alot of eggs so i can pay all that money to do it all again!!!!

i just wish this was all over, and i shouldnt have to feel this way. i have waited for 7 yrs to do this and its finally here and because of the way i have been treated i dont want to do this again. they should treat there rural patients better, i feel like i have been left alone to do this on my own, i have no idea what i am doing this is my first cycle and then when i have questions and problems NO ONE CAN HELP ME!!!! oh but they were happy to take my money!