wish I could stop hiding my sadness and get the support I so need at the moment, but having people ask and having to answer is sometimes much worse that keeping it to yourself.
I just wanted to say that I totally relate to the above atm. I know that there are friends and family who are willing to support me and care very much, but it just feels harder to discuss it with those really close people right now than it does to try and process it and work on it myself. In a way, maybe I don't want to hear the 'it will happen, it will all be ok'... because that is not really helpful in any way at this part of the process, it doesn't really break the surface of how I am feeling.
Having said that... the anticipation of talking about is often worse than actually doing it!
Well that might just be me, but I just wanted to send you a and wish you the very best.