smudgies mum your post really hit home for me. I too am ttc #2 (for nearly a year now). Although everyone thinks it is easier to have #2 it doesnt seem like an easy road at all.

I know i must be grateful for DD, but as you said, it brings tears to my eyes knowing that our DD will be the best big sister ever.

I don't know what eles to say, but to let you know you are not alone