Thanks Mum 2 One.

Its sad knowing you arent alone in one way but comforting that there are people who understand.

Saw Baby Joel and it was nice. I couldnt help but be thankful for full nights sleep..... at least that way I could smile. Tay was gorgeous with him and just wanted to give him all these toys to play with LOL.

I also got a date for my lap which is good. Valentines Day!! I am very much looking forward to it. Sadistic I know but it worked the first time.

Talked to DH about things, however he seems to think I am putting pressure on myself and he doesnt want to think about it so he doesnt do the same. As much as I try to explain that its not really pressure I dont think he really gets it. I understand he is trying to protect us but it doesnt help much.