Jo - i so wish i felt the same about my bb's being bigger - i'm already a DD - don't need anything more!!!

Well, easter hasn't turned out the way i thought it would. obviously i'm having some side effects from all the meds cos within about 10 minutes of starting to paint i had a massive hot flush - followed by a very nasty hypo that had me almost fall off the step ladder! i so wasn't happy!! i know i'm prone to hypo's, but have been doing really well on the metformin - today was just nasty. so instead of painting (was relegated inside where it was safe by my DH), i've been surfing BB a little, and designing our "****tail menu" for DH's bar! not really what i wanted to do, but at least i'm doing something!!

have been feeling really flat since the hypo - some of it physical, but a lot more emotional - i'm feeling really useless at the moment, and i guess a little lonely. Easter is about family and kids - and i'm noticing today that we don't have that. i know we spent good friday and a lot of yesterday with my brother's family, and had lunch on friday with my folks, but today is easter sunday - and the only reason i even heard from my family was because i rang them this afternoon - i doubt i would have heard otherwise. my brother was saying that my parents went to visit him and his kids this morning, but we don't have kids so didn't even warrant a phone call... isn't it funny how it's the small things that mess with your head so much...?