i'm doing fine at the moment - will be a sooky la la when he finally gets himself organised enough to leave (again with the procrastination!) - then i'll come good til bed time. our poor phone bill will get a work out though (one of the big disadvantages of living in the middle of nowhere - not too many people to keep me company - and the ones i could go see have babies - definitely not what i need right now!) - i've actually hit the point where i'm going to go and pack the car for him, and kick him out! we lived apart for a few months when we got together (he was an interstate truckie so i'd only see him every few weeks for maybe a day!) - and he swore when he got the local job he'd never go away again - he's only casual though, and the work is a little thin locally at the moment, and his mate needed him to help desperately.... i think it's him not wanting to go more than me not wanting him to leave....

sooner he leaves sooner he can come home is my theory - and i'm sticking by it for now!