hehehe - good on you Jo - always nice to be able to blame DH for pain!! good luck this cycle hun

Holly - Happy B'day for yesterday! sounds like you had a really big weekend!

ATT - fingers crossed you and that the monitoring allows you to catch that eggie this month!

Shannon - good luck with the trigger and transfer hun - am hoping for a nice sticky embie from this FET for you. Hope the cry helped - i find it's so therapeutic to just get all the bottled up emotion out every now and again - and it's a case of either having a big cry, or destroying something (and we've run out of old garden to destroy for the moment!)

Lou - hoping you're feeling ok hun. it's almost impossible to not test isn't it? even when you know that it's probably too early? Hope being back at work helps the rest of the TWW fly past for you

Well, still waiting on AF's arrival and am getting impatient - i think i just want the next part to start! have been having a little bit of cramping, so i'm hoping she's on her way - but with my body, who knows? Hope she shows soon though - have been a moody cow the last couple of days, which DH blames on the provera - i don't care what it is, i just want the positive me back - hopefully that will come back when AF arrives. my alone time only lasted til about midnight last night at this stage - DH may have to go away again tonight or tomorrow, but for now he's home with me. have my RDO today, so had a nice relaxing morning, and planning on going out in the garden planting tulip bulbs in a little while (provided that the storm clouds have moved on!)