I've decided to come back to BB. Even though at the moment Im not looking at going an implant in the near future, but Im about to embark on another surgery for endo. Im hoping my relationship with DH can be repaired and that I can get back to figuring out where my future is to go.
One thing that I will decide after my op is when I will begin back on my IVF. I have 8 in the freezer and have already decided and spoken to DH (at the moment not so much D, but still H) and he's ok with me using our embryios even in the event we cant sort out our marriage issues.
Im turning 32 and if everything fails, I dont see my chances of finding a new DH and everything that comes with that so, if I want my babies I thought Id head this way.
Feel free to shoot me down for doing something crazy, but I still want my illusive baby to be a reality, so, I come back to this little group and hope to enter into the darling TWW with everyone soon enough. Most prob won't be until two cycles away cos of operation planned for mid Feb, but hey, God only knows my fate now.
Good luck ladies and DH's of ladies. Thanks for the support and thats why Im back.
*HUGS*