Hi everyone

Jo - thanks for asking after me. I had my scan this morning - only one follie visible on the left side at about 10-12mm. I have had a b/t to check for eostregon levels. It looks like the cycle will be cancelled but I will know more when my FS phones with the results this afternoon. I have been on injections for 2 weeks now and even if the levels are good it is unlikely that the follie will be big enough for an EPU at the end of the week, and even if it does get big enough (eventually) apparently there is usually only a 50% success rate to proceed to transfer with one follie. So, lots of tears this morning... my FS had written me a doctor's certificate but I am at work anyway just to try to keep my mind off things. And then, just when I thought today was going bad enough, I found out that I didn't get a job that I had been shortlisted for... not my day! And DF left for an interstate business trip today - will be back on Thursday night! My diet has already been ruined - I had a blueberry muffin this morning as I felt I needed to do some emotional eating... enough about me!!

Ellie - I can't believe that the people at your work went through your personal stuff! How very rude! If it was something that needed to be done they should have at least phoned you to work out a time when you could come in. You are better off without them - at least you can hold your high and know that you haven't done the wrong thing!

Jo - congrats on starting your next cycle. Hope everything goes to plan this time around

To everyone else, sorry I haven't the energy for loads of personals at the moment as my mind is a bit distracted. I am trying to look forward but it is hard... when we started this journey I thought I would be pregnant at 38, then by 39th birthday, now it is definite that my 40th birthday will come and go without a pregnancy

Take care everyone and will check back in later today.
Cheryl xx