Chez, I am so sorry to hear your news

I just wanted to drop in quickly to say I may be MIA for a while. I am also not sure if our current IVF cycle will continue. Yesterday I had to call an ambulance to take DH to hospital. He has a stoma (from an op to remove his colon 2 years ago). Yesterday it develope a blockage and emergency surgery today revealed that his small bowel was strangulated and they had to remove a section of it and create a new stoma. He is currently in ICU. I am physically and emotionally exhausted. I am continuing with the pill as it is still early on in the cycle, so I am not going to make a decision on that soon. It just reminds me that DH is the most important person in the world to me, and I don't want to have a baby if he isn't going to be well enough, or even be here at all to share it with me. So much to think about. There were moments in the last 24 hours where I actually doubted he would survive. It has certainly put things in perspective.