Hi Everyone!!!

Haven't been on today like I was hoping to - I decidied to clean my house before everyone gets here next weekend... and also while my two men weren't here! (Luke is at Dads and DH was at work!)

Have only just sat down, but will have to pop back in later for longer!

Just wanted to send my hugs and thoughts to you Chez xxx
There is just nothing anyone can say that can make you feel any better right now.. The only thing I can offer is that the first cycle is known for just being horrible xxx
My first cycle was written off, too, and the height of devastation is just too hard to put into words. I can offer that it does get better, and the best medicine for it is to start looking forward to your next cycle... and finding out what you can do extra for next time - There is always something new to try xxx
Tracey mentioned Goji juice - Dh and I have been taking a similar juice - Xango for the past few months to help just our overall wellbeing, and for me all things TTC.
It does help with the mans side of things if there is any issues with sperm, and I can honestly say we both feel amazing drinking it.
We get a box of 4 bottles delivered approx once a month ($140) - and this lasts both DH & I about a month. If you were to buy it by the bottle I think its about $60???
Everything starts to add up, but the things this stuff helps is truly amazing.
If you email me your address, I can send you a cd about it - Its a doctor in the US talking about all of the things it can help aid.
When DH brought home the cd, I must admit it took me a while before I actually put it in & listened to it, but once I did, let me tell you, its pretty impressive stuff.
One of his clients also takes it and gave us a bottle to sample.. we
bought a box as soon as we had drunk the bottle he gave us!

Jo - Yay, you're almost there!!! How did your trigger go??Not too painful I hope xxx
I have everything crossed for you xxx

Me - Lou is right, I'm in my 2ww with Antonia, only the first one, though so no high expectations... although I will say my boobs are killing me (and getting more prominent with pain everyday) and I'm feeling soooooo tired, so quietly feeling a little extra hopeful
Time will tell!

Hi to everyone else, and will pop back in later after my shows!!!

Love Holly
xxx