Kim - I'm so sorry you got bad news. I don't know what to say, I may well be in the same position in a couple of days.... and I'm scared sh*tless. I can only imagine how heartbreaking it is. I'm not sure about the FET or fresh, although I think I'd probably do the FET because you can do it straight away and if you do a fresh they'll make you wait a month. I think?? Anyway, good luck. Lots of hugs your way, look after yourself.

Smudge - great news about your follies, good luck with your EPU this week.

Megan - CONGRATULATIONS!!!! You and Kim must be so happy. I hope you have a healthy, happy 9 months.

BW - I hope you feel better after a relaxing weekend. It's all so hard isn't it? I hope things start to go right for you.

BG - I hope you feel better after an emotional day. It was probably good to get it out. The syranel is yucky stuff isn't it?

Big hello to everyone else, I just can't keep up after being off for 2 days....

Well, AF is officially due for me today. My b/t is Wednesday morning. I have no idea whether I'm pg or not... The crinone (horrible stuff) is giving me cramps, making me tired, giving me sore swollen boobs, I really wouldn't be able to tell if AF was coming or not... I am saying lots of prayers that she stays away though. I'll probably go to the toilet a million times today to check!!