afm: this time it doesn't seem real, yes another FET and i am not feeling very positive, i think i am used to seeing the BFN ?!


i am feelin a bit on edge at the moment. i've got a head and neck massage booked for friday along with a full facial, it's couples massage and dh is having full body treatment.
i am looking forward to it very much and i should be nice and relaxed about it.

i don't want to get excited this time as i just can't handle all these bad feelings.

good luck to all
goodluck