Thanks Nix - I am trying not to think about it too much, but yes I am really disappointed as I had set myself up mentally to go again on a full fresh stim cycle. Will try to use the time wisely though and get a grip on things again. DH is going to try and make some lifestyle changes too, so that could be a good thing.

I noticed a sign up at the clinic in regard to the uni doing studies on accupuncture for IVF that had been endorsed by another FS at the clinic, so may look further into that. Might also call to ask them to put me on a wait list if anyone happens to cancel in the next couple of weeks or so as I didn't start the synarel until CD18 last time. (Not sure of the regularity of anyone ever cancelling a cycle by choice/circumstance) but I suppose it's worth putting my name down.

FS nurse apologised and emphasised that I was pre-booked for Nov.