Have decided not to vent - I took it out on my DH when he got home so I feel better. I kinda feel sorry for him, he's stuck in the middle, but he shouldn't expect anything less since he's left me with her alone. I think he realises he never getting sex again after this (not that he ever got any before lol). I spent my DS birthday night in my room crying cause she ruined my special day - she didn't really do anything - she was just there to annoy me.

Oops sorry, I said I wasn't going to vent.

Tam - you think you feel like you're doing nothing - I'm doing a natural FET so I'm doing nothing. I almost forget it's happening. Wednesday is my first U/S and BT and then I think I start the oogy pessaries.

Trish - I've been thinking of you today, I hope you're looking after yourself. Wednesday and Thursday are going to be such emotional days for you anyway, plus this sad loss, it's going to be so hard for you I know.

Blue - how did you go today?

Hope everyone else is well.

Sheree - I may have missed the post, but what happened in your last cycle? You didn't make it to transfer?